must have a dancing and giggling oli on my blog
here’s the original video, i cant stop repeating the giggling part… he’s so cute c:
this probly sounds weird but…i am craving to do somethi g dangrous like a fight i wanna get in a physical fight with someone who can make my nose bleed and punch me in the gut and cause mee pain. i want to base jump of the tallest building around. i wanna break my arm by tossing tvs. i want to get hit by a car lightly enough that it just makes me roll over the top of it. i wanna go on a unstable zip line over a Caneon during a thunderstorm with intense winds. i wanna feel pain in a exciting way YOU FEELING ME HOME SLICE?!?!?!?
okay i just need to get this out there…..people who are self harming or are thinking about self harming and are tired of the mind set your in listen up. it sucks….ikniw iv been there…just got out of it in fact….but seriously..GET OVER IT YOUR LIFE REALLY ISNT THAT BAD!!! THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE HAVING 500× MORE SUFFERING THAN YOU WILL EVER HAVE!! THEY PROBLY DONT EVEN HAVE A PLACE TO CALL HOME!! i may me sounding cruel but that doesnt change the fact of how right i am….you may hate me now for saying that crap and thats fine..but seriously if your so tired of how your life is then change how it is already….throw away your razors, put away the knifes,drugs, acholhol. just throw it all away.. it may be stressful for the first week or two but i promis you once you look past all of it, its so easy to move on, get involved in anything..i dont care if you get a job or join a club or find a hobbie i dont care as long as its making you happy. and if your someone who believes nobody cares then your full of bull shit…im sure your friends care about you more than you will ever know..iv learned this myself..after a suiside attempt i realized how wrong i was…and if you still believe nobody cares your still wrong. i care about you. i may not know you personally but i would give my life up for yours and i say that with 100% truth. so PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU!!! Be happy. just. be happy its not as hard as you think.